I remember when i was just a teenager.. I acknowledge that it wasnt that long ago since im only 21 lol but anyways when I felt sad, alone, scared or even emotions I didnt know how to articulate to other people. I would remained silent an shut down almost all the time but through the overwhelming and draining thoughts I found a gift inside of me. When I didnt know how to talk about my struggles as a teen. I learned that through listening to music an the lyrics that these artist would sing or rap.. it would bring the thoughts to surface. I would feel like it was confirmation of my feelings. Over time my love for music an how soothing it is allowed me to one day transform my pain into the most beautiful lyrics. Writing my story became my release . Singing to God himself in a corner in the dark when i felt so empty but yet words were placed in such a way that it would lift the weight off of me. Just like a powerful prayer . And I keep that with me til this day. Because I find it amazing. I've learned to stand in the dark an spot out the stars glow. I've learned to make my stumble apart of my dance. I've learned to see the rainbow as I stand in the rain. I'm strong an I'm finding that I am capable of a lot regardless of what I go through. What I am saying is that God gives us everything we need from the start. We just gotta go through the obstacles to unlock what has been there all along. When your at your lowest point ... when you feel like your hitting rock bottom...just know that there is no where to go but up
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AuthorI am Sarbri ! The Wife , Mother, artist , business woman, singer, songwriter, deep thinker , flawed yet beautiful individual that has learned to embrace all who she is an what all life has to offer her. I am who I say I AM.! Archives
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